I don’t know how to deal with this pain I feel
Thinking about the past
What does it mean. What was the damn point.
And why now am I just here sitting with it all.
No closure, No answers, Just broken, I’m broken.
And I don’t know how to fix it.
I don’t know what to do to change it.
But here we are again.
Here we are apart and torn and bitter and battered and bruised
And left to say nothing
Just two people apart yet so close
Two people with history with no one to understand but us
And what is there really left
Nothing but a shattered past
Lies. So many lies.
What was even real?
I see now my love.
I see the manipulations
I see the life I thought I had with you is gone
And yet you reach out. You still abuse me
But I stand here tall and I stand alone
And I’ve survived. And I will survive
I wanted a prince to rescue me but I rescued myself.
I saved me. And now I thrive. Now I win. Now I succeed.
So goodbye lover. Goodbye friend. May life show you what it showed me.
True love does exist.
But it exists within.
And only you and you alone can discover it.
Farewell. And Goodnight.