My heart aches for things I do not have
It yearns for a past that is now gone and tucked away
The weight of it all crushes my chest and keeps me frozen in time
How do I move forward or take that step when paralysis consumes my body
How do I breathe again when there is no air to fill the empty space inside of me
Where do I go to find me again
Where do I run to
How do I ever heal past the madness I endured
When does it all make sense again
My mind seeks clarity and guidance and love
Yet my body feels pain and sadness and hurt
When will these conflicting sides meet as one
When will I feel whole again
When will I let my walls down and trust again
My heart aches for things I do not have
And for a life not yet lived
mycrazyworldexists 
Beautiful
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Thanks mom 💕💕💕
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