Blame

I can’t blame you anymore For the dreams I’ve left behind For my soul not being complete And I know it’s on me I know that the past is over and done And I’ve learned a thing or two But I can’t blame you anymore For making me feel weak  For taking me on this … Continue reading Blame

The Necklace

He broke my necklace while I cried hysterically. The one that said dream on it. And at the time it felt like he did in fact actually break my dreams. I guess he did in a way. My dreams of being with him forever, of having this happily ever after with him. But he didn’t … Continue reading The Necklace

Goodbye

I don’t know how to deal with this pain I feel Thinking about the past What does it mean. What was the damn point. And why now am I just here sitting with it all. No closure, No answers, Just broken, I’m broken. And I don’t know how to fix it. I don’t know what … Continue reading Goodbye

Value

We take for granted the value in trips The value in being with friends and loved ones  What it means to sit with your feet in a river laughing with friends What it means to have a fun bbq with family What it means to sit in a theater and watch a broadway show or … Continue reading Value

Waiting

Alone I wait  In the stillness I wait But what is it that I wait for What is it that keeps me up at all hours Why have I spent my entire life this way Why do I gaze out windows The sky can’t speak or can it What does it say back to me … Continue reading Waiting

Changes

It’s been a minute since I posted. I recently moved back to Los Angeles and I’ve been getting settled again and taking everything in. A part of me feels like I’m living a different life, a different version than before. Like nothing happened over the last three years after I left LA. I was asleep … Continue reading Changes