Happy Birthday

So many times I write you and I delete what I say I delete the words because what are they What do they even mean Can they even grasp what I feel What we had What does it matter anymore Words are just words and time is just time But if I write you will … Continue reading Happy Birthday

Begin

To all those waiting Stop, Don’t wait Take that chance you’ve always wanted to Live for today Forget about what you heard and what you saw Forget about society Forget about opinions Listen to your heart Listen to your inner callings And Start Start today

The Necklace

He broke my necklace while I cried hysterically. The one that said dream on it. And at the time it felt like he did in fact actually break my dreams. I guess he did in a way. My dreams of being with him forever, of having this happily ever after with him. But he didn’t … Continue reading The Necklace

Goodbye

I don’t know how to deal with this pain I feel Thinking about the past What does it mean. What was the damn point. And why now am I just here sitting with it all. No closure, No answers, Just broken, I’m broken. And I don’t know how to fix it. I don’t know what … Continue reading Goodbye

Value

We take for granted the value in trips The value in being with friends and loved ones  What it means to sit with your feet in a river laughing with friends What it means to have a fun bbq with family What it means to sit in a theater and watch a broadway show or … Continue reading Value

Waiting

Alone I wait  In the stillness I wait But what is it that I wait for What is it that keeps me up at all hours Why have I spent my entire life this way Why do I gaze out windows The sky can’t speak or can it What does it say back to me … Continue reading Waiting

Changes

It’s been a minute since I posted. I recently moved back to Los Angeles and I’ve been getting settled again and taking everything in. A part of me feels like I’m living a different life, a different version than before. Like nothing happened over the last three years after I left LA. I was asleep … Continue reading Changes