Looking Within

I just realized one of the reasons I’m not making any decisions for myself is because I’m afraid of being judged. I’m afraid of what others will think of me. I’m afraid they will criticize me. But the truth is I’m not happy right now. I’m stagnant. I’m numb. I don’t have the motivation like … Continue reading Looking Within

Begin

To all those waiting Stop, Don’t wait Take that chance you’ve always wanted to Live for today Forget about what you heard and what you saw Forget about society Forget about opinions Listen to your heart Listen to your inner callings And Start Start today

The Necklace

He broke my necklace while I cried hysterically. The one that said dream on it. And at the time it felt like he did in fact actually break my dreams. I guess he did in a way. My dreams of being with him forever, of having this happily ever after with him. But he didn’t … Continue reading The Necklace

Waiting

Alone I wait  In the stillness I wait But what is it that I wait for What is it that keeps me up at all hours Why have I spent my entire life this way Why do I gaze out windows The sky can’t speak or can it What does it say back to me … Continue reading Waiting

Changes

It’s been a minute since I posted. I recently moved back to Los Angeles and I’ve been getting settled again and taking everything in. A part of me feels like I’m living a different life, a different version than before. Like nothing happened over the last three years after I left LA. I was asleep … Continue reading Changes

Escape

Wandering thoughts Scattered all around me Begging for changes to happen Always feeling torn in two Yet never make any decisions Overwhelmed with bubbles in my mind Popping up here and there Telling me all about my inner most desires Reality seems to make it harder Can I ever escape and meet my dream world … Continue reading Escape