I just realized one of the reasons I’m not making any decisions for myself is because I’m afraid of being judged. I’m afraid of what others will think of me. I’m afraid they will criticize me. But the truth is I’m not happy right now. I’m stagnant. I’m numb. I don’t have the motivation like … Continue reading Looking Within
Tag: faith
Begin
To all those waiting Stop, Don’t wait Take that chance you’ve always wanted to Live for today Forget about what you heard and what you saw Forget about society Forget about opinions Listen to your heart Listen to your inner callings And Start Start today
The Necklace
He broke my necklace while I cried hysterically. The one that said dream on it. And at the time it felt like he did in fact actually break my dreams. I guess he did in a way. My dreams of being with him forever, of having this happily ever after with him. But he didn’t … Continue reading The Necklace
Shedding the Past
I wonder when we get sick if it’s a cosmic ripple effect that we are all experiencing. That’s why it’s always at the same time and always at the end of the year. Winter time is the season for sickness and as we start the new year maybe we are shedding the past. We, as … Continue reading Shedding the Past
Constellation
I see constellations on my skin Stories untold Journeys yet to be explored Each single dot belonging to me My world is a greater world One I can not see One I can not touch But it is mine I belong to it Far away in a distant universe out there Another place and time … Continue reading Constellation
Waiting
Alone I wait In the stillness I wait But what is it that I wait for What is it that keeps me up at all hours Why have I spent my entire life this way Why do I gaze out windows The sky can’t speak or can it What does it say back to me … Continue reading Waiting
Changes
It’s been a minute since I posted. I recently moved back to Los Angeles and I’ve been getting settled again and taking everything in. A part of me feels like I’m living a different life, a different version than before. Like nothing happened over the last three years after I left LA. I was asleep … Continue reading Changes
Embrace the Messy
It’s ok if things are messy and not perfect. When did my obsession with perfection and making sure everything is all in order begin? How far back did I put pressure on myself? And why can’t things just be the glorious messiness that they are. Life is messy at times. You come across challenges and … Continue reading Embrace the Messy
Escape
Wandering thoughts Scattered all around me Begging for changes to happen Always feeling torn in two Yet never make any decisions Overwhelmed with bubbles in my mind Popping up here and there Telling me all about my inner most desires Reality seems to make it harder Can I ever escape and meet my dream world … Continue reading Escape
The Bold Choices
When all you know is what you know How do you expand, how do you grow What makes you want to take the leap Knowing that what you are doing isn’t your purpose But what is, and how do you find it How do you know what you want to do How do you listen … Continue reading The Bold Choices