I just realized one of the reasons I’m not making any decisions for myself is because I’m afraid of being judged. I’m afraid of what others will think of me. I’m afraid they will criticize me. But the truth is I’m not happy right now. I’m stagnant. I’m numb. I don’t have the motivation like … Continue reading Looking Within
My heart aches for things I do not have It yearns for a past that is now gone and tucked away The weight of it all crushes my chest and keeps me frozen in time How do I move forward or take that step when paralysis consumes my body How do I breathe again when … Continue reading Remembering
To all those waiting Stop, Don’t wait Take that chance you’ve always wanted to Live for today Forget about what you heard and what you saw Forget about society Forget about opinions Listen to your heart Listen to your inner callings And Start Start today
He broke my necklace while I cried hysterically. The one that said dream on it. And at the time it felt like he did in fact actually break my dreams. I guess he did in a way. My dreams of being with him forever, of having this happily ever after with him. But he didn’t … Continue reading The Necklace
I don’t know how to deal with this pain I feel Thinking about the past What does it mean. What was the damn point. And why now am I just here sitting with it all. No closure, No answers, Just broken, I’m broken. And I don’t know how to fix it. I don’t know what … Continue reading Goodbye
We take for granted the value in trips The value in being with friends and loved ones What it means to sit with your feet in a river laughing with friends What it means to have a fun bbq with family What it means to sit in a theater and watch a broadway show or … Continue reading Value
I wonder when we get sick if it’s a cosmic ripple effect that we are all experiencing. That’s why it’s always at the same time and always at the end of the year. Winter time is the season for sickness and as we start the new year maybe we are shedding the past. We, as … Continue reading Shedding the Past
I see constellations on my skin Stories untold Journeys yet to be explored Each single dot belonging to me My world is a greater world One I can not see One I can not touch But it is mine I belong to it Far away in a distant universe out there Another place and time … Continue reading Constellation
Alone I wait In the stillness I wait But what is it that I wait for What is it that keeps me up at all hours Why have I spent my entire life this way Why do I gaze out windows The sky can’t speak or can it What does it say back to me … Continue reading Waiting
It’s been a minute since I posted. I recently moved back to Los Angeles and I’ve been getting settled again and taking everything in. A part of me feels like I’m living a different life, a different version than before. Like nothing happened over the last three years after I left LA. I was asleep … Continue reading Changes
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