Remembering

My heart aches for things I do not have

It yearns for a past that is now gone and tucked away

The weight of it all crushes my chest and keeps me frozen in time

How do I move forward or take that step when paralysis consumes my body

How do I breathe again when there is no air to fill the empty space inside of me

Where do I go to find me again

Where do I run to

How do I ever heal past the madness I endured

When does it all make sense again

My mind seeks clarity and guidance and love

Yet my body feels pain and sadness and hurt

When will these conflicting sides meet as one

When will I feel whole again

When will I let my walls down and trust again

My heart aches for things I do not have

And for a life not yet lived

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