The liquor you tasted was swallowing us both up bending time and reality into one Everyone said I was guilty for sipping from the same poison as you But Im not to blame for the choices you made And yet the devil is making us both pay for your mistakes. They ask me questions wanting … Continue reading The Guilty Ones
I hold a dangerous weapon It’s Locked inside a vault The blood it spills out seeps into the cracks of my mind Leaving a spoiled bitter taste in my mouth Its essence lingering in the air Longing to be heard Hiding away and scared and alone Silently and patiently waiting to destroy Its entire purpose … Continue reading Woman
This darkness fills my soul with rage Covering every part of me Leaving no room to breathe Blanketing my bones I can’t escape this feeling rising up in my chest This ever growing bitter taste inside of me When will it end When will I be free of this pain When will I be free … Continue reading Darkness
Away in a distant land Where my heart was burned leaving ashes and blood on mountain peaks Away where I left my man with one last kiss Where time stood still and snow crept in Coyotes warning me to leave With no one to hold me and no one to care With anguish and sorrow … Continue reading Santa Fe
I’ve created a war in my mind with my thoughts My body has been trying to fight it My body has been trying to protect me Each part that breaks down is another reminder to not give up Each part needs oil. Needs love. Needs strength. Each piece to the puzzle needs to be put … Continue reading Battle
It’s always been you This whole time The entire time It’s been you the entire time Keeping me up at night Keeping me stuck and confused and lost My doubts my fears my anxiety Bouncing around in my head back and forth, back and forth I pick up and move to find the pieces of … Continue reading It’s Always Been You
I went to see Taylor Swift back in May in Nashville and it was epic. Pretty sure she changed my life. Well she does have that affect on people. I’m just a 40 year old woman living in Taylor’s world and I’m so so so happy about that. I will forever be apart of something … Continue reading These Boots Are Made For Walking
I just realized one of the reasons I’m not making any decisions for myself is because I’m afraid of being judged. I’m afraid of what others will think of me. I’m afraid they will criticize me. But the truth is I’m not happy right now. I’m stagnant. I’m numb. I don’t have the motivation like … Continue reading Looking Within
I see you now clearly I never thought I would be in this situation But here I am seeing what I knew all along I felt so lost and confused I doubted my own experience You made me believe I was in the wrong But here we are and life hasn’t changed for you You’re … Continue reading I See You Now
My heart aches for things I do not have It yearns for a past that is now gone and tucked away The weight of it all crushes my chest and keeps me frozen in time How do I move forward or take that step when paralysis consumes my body How do I breathe again when … Continue reading Remembering
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