I just realized one of the reasons I’m not making any decisions for myself is because I’m afraid of being judged. I’m afraid of what others will think of me. I’m afraid they will criticize me. But the truth is I’m not happy right now. I’m stagnant. I’m numb. I don’t have the motivation like … Continue reading Looking Within
I see you now clearly I never thought I would be in this situation But here I am seeing what I knew all along I felt so lost and confused I doubted my own experience You made me believe I was in the wrong But here we are and life hasn’t changed for you You’re … Continue reading I See You Now
My heart aches for things I do not have It yearns for a past that is now gone and tucked away The weight of it all crushes my chest and keeps me frozen in time How do I move forward or take that step when paralysis consumes my body How do I breathe again when … Continue reading Remembering
So many times I write you and I delete what I say I delete the words because what are they What do they even mean Can they even grasp what I feel What we had What does it matter anymore Words are just words and time is just time But if I write you will … Continue reading Happy Birthday
To all those waiting Stop, Don’t wait Take that chance you’ve always wanted to Live for today Forget about what you heard and what you saw Forget about society Forget about opinions Listen to your heart Listen to your inner callings And Start Start today
I can’t blame you anymore For the dreams I’ve left behind For my soul not being complete And I know it’s on me I know that the past is over and done And I’ve learned a thing or two But I can’t blame you anymore For making me feel weak For taking me on this … Continue reading Blame
He broke my necklace while I cried hysterically. The one that said dream on it. And at the time it felt like he did in fact actually break my dreams. I guess he did in a way. My dreams of being with him forever, of having this happily ever after with him. But he didn’t … Continue reading The Necklace
I don’t know how to deal with this pain I feel Thinking about the past What does it mean. What was the damn point. And why now am I just here sitting with it all. No closure, No answers, Just broken, I’m broken. And I don’t know how to fix it. I don’t know what … Continue reading Goodbye
We take for granted the value in trips The value in being with friends and loved ones What it means to sit with your feet in a river laughing with friends What it means to have a fun bbq with family What it means to sit in a theater and watch a broadway show or … Continue reading Value
Love I left you behind I lost you I couldn’t find you so I ran I ran like the wind I took what I could and disappeared And still not seeing you hurts That last image of you still playing in my mind That last kiss in the doorway Our lips locked for what seemed … Continue reading Love I left you behind
Colleen Hoover Professional Make Believer
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