I just realized one of the reasons I’m not making any decisions for myself is because I’m afraid of being judged. I’m afraid of what others will think of me. I’m afraid they will criticize me. But the truth is I’m not happy right now. I’m stagnant. I’m numb. I don’t have the motivation like … Continue reading Looking Within
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Value
We take for granted the value in trips The value in being with friends and loved ones What it means to sit with your feet in a river laughing with friends What it means to have a fun bbq with family What it means to sit in a theater and watch a broadway show or … Continue reading Value
Shedding the Past
I wonder when we get sick if it’s a cosmic ripple effect that we are all experiencing. That’s why it’s always at the same time and always at the end of the year. Winter time is the season for sickness and as we start the new year maybe we are shedding the past. We, as … Continue reading Shedding the Past
Constellation
I see constellations on my skin Stories untold Journeys yet to be explored Each single dot belonging to me My world is a greater world One I can not see One I can not touch But it is mine I belong to it Far away in a distant universe out there Another place and time … Continue reading Constellation
Changes
It’s been a minute since I posted. I recently moved back to Los Angeles and I’ve been getting settled again and taking everything in. A part of me feels like I’m living a different life, a different version than before. Like nothing happened over the last three years after I left LA. I was asleep … Continue reading Changes