The liquor you tasted was swallowing us both up bending time and reality into one
Everyone said I was guilty for sipping from the same poison as you
But Im not to blame for the choices you made
And yet the devil is making us both pay for your mistakes.
They ask me questions wanting to find fault
Making me feel bad about something you did
Stuck in this endless loop of suffering
Never being free of your wrath
Why aren’t they asking the most important questions
Why did he inflict so much pain
Why did he choose me to take out his rage
Why did he cause so much hurt and suffering
And why am I still answering for it
Through anxiety and fear I grit my teeth
I smile and carry on
I carry so much heaviness that still ties me to him
I try to find a way out
I try to let go of it all
The devil laughs below and sees my struggle
But I know I hold the answers
I hold the knife so I can cut myself free
I hold the light to show me the way through this path
And I know the ties that bind us can be burnt up in flames
Pass me the matches and watch it all turn to dust
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