Away in a distant land Where my heart was burned leaving ashes and blood on mountain peaks Away where I left my man with one last kiss Where time stood still and snow crept in Coyotes warning me to leave With no one to hold me and no one to care With anguish and sorrow … Continue reading Santa Fe
Tag: prose
Battle
I’ve created a war in my mind with my thoughts My body has been trying to fight it My body has been trying to protect me Each part that breaks down is another reminder to not give up Each part needs oil. Needs love. Needs strength. Each piece to the puzzle needs to be put … Continue reading Battle
It’s Always Been You
It’s always been you This whole time The entire time It’s been you the entire time Keeping me up at night Keeping me stuck and confused and lost My doubts my fears my anxiety Bouncing around in my head back and forth, back and forth I pick up and move to find the pieces of … Continue reading It’s Always Been You
I See You Now
I see you now clearly I never thought I would be in this situation But here I am seeing what I knew all along I felt so lost and confused I doubted my own experience You made me believe I was in the wrong But here we are and life hasn’t changed for you You’re … Continue reading I See You Now
Remembering
My heart aches for things I do not have It yearns for a past that is now gone and tucked away The weight of it all crushes my chest and keeps me frozen in time How do I move forward or take that step when paralysis consumes my body How do I breathe again when … Continue reading Remembering
Happy Birthday
So many times I write you and I delete what I say I delete the words because what are they What do they even mean Can they even grasp what I feel What we had What does it matter anymore Words are just words and time is just time But if I write you will … Continue reading Happy Birthday
Goodbye
I don’t know how to deal with this pain I feel Thinking about the past What does it mean. What was the damn point. And why now am I just here sitting with it all. No closure, No answers, Just broken, I’m broken. And I don’t know how to fix it. I don’t know what … Continue reading Goodbye
Love I left you behind
Love I left you behind I lost you I couldn’t find you so I ran I ran like the wind I took what I could and disappeared And still not seeing you hurts That last image of you still playing in my mind That last kiss in the doorway Our lips locked for what seemed … Continue reading Love I left you behind
Constellation
I see constellations on my skin Stories untold Journeys yet to be explored Each single dot belonging to me My world is a greater world One I can not see One I can not touch But it is mine I belong to it Far away in a distant universe out there Another place and time … Continue reading Constellation
Waiting
Alone I wait In the stillness I wait But what is it that I wait for What is it that keeps me up at all hours Why have I spent my entire life this way Why do I gaze out windows The sky can’t speak or can it What does it say back to me … Continue reading Waiting