Looking Within

July 26, 2022July 26, 2022 ~ Jen ~ 1 Comment

I just realized one of the reasons I’m not making any decisions for myself is because I’m afraid of being judged. I’m afraid of what others will think of me. I’m afraid they will criticize me. But the truth is I’m not happy right now. I’m stagnant. I’m numb. I don’t have the motivation like … Continue reading Looking Within

I See You Now

November 30, 2021 ~ Jen ~ Leave a comment

I see you now clearly I never thought I would be in this situation But here I am seeing what I knew all along I felt so lost and confused I doubted my own experience You made me believe I was in the wrong But here we are and life hasn’t changed for you You’re … Continue reading I See You Now

Remembering

July 29, 2021July 29, 2021 ~ Jen ~ 2 Comments

My heart aches for things I do not have It yearns for a past that is now gone and tucked away The weight of it all crushes my chest and keeps me frozen in time How do I move forward or take that step when paralysis consumes my body How do I breathe again when … Continue reading Remembering

Blame

April 6, 2021April 7, 2021 ~ Jen ~ Leave a comment

I can’t blame you anymore For the dreams I’ve left behind For my soul not being complete And I know it’s on me I know that the past is over and done And I’ve learned a thing or two But I can’t blame you anymore For making me feel weak For taking me on this … Continue reading Blame