I always have a reason to not do something. What if I had a magic wand that took away all my pain. All my ailments. It just took away the headaches. The stomach aches. The foot pain. Back pain. It took away the trauma and anxiety. Etc. What then. Well then we have a blank … Continue reading Blank Slate
Tag: self-help
To Flossie “Roses”
In that brief moment in time I was free Smelling the roses of yesterday Remembering a long forgotten past Holding onto dreams I had of tomorrow Flashing images freezing time Disrupting my very existence Taking into account all that transpired That sweet smell of what could have been That longing rising once more in my … Continue reading To Flossie “Roses”
What are you feeding your body?
Your body needs love and nourishment and it deserves honesty. Are you being honest with yourself right now? Are you taking the time to love yourself? To be proud? To be patient? Are you trusting yourself? Are you honoring your choices?What foods are you eating? What is it doing to your insides? What are you … Continue reading What are you feeding your body?
Woman
I hold a dangerous weapon It’s Locked inside a vault The blood it spills out seeps into the cracks of my mind Leaving a spoiled bitter taste in my mouth Its essence lingering in the air Longing to be heard Hiding away and scared and alone Silently and patiently waiting to destroy Its entire purpose … Continue reading Woman
Battle
I’ve created a war in my mind with my thoughts My body has been trying to fight it My body has been trying to protect me Each part that breaks down is another reminder to not give up Each part needs oil. Needs love. Needs strength. Each piece to the puzzle needs to be put … Continue reading Battle
It’s Always Been You
It’s always been you This whole time The entire time It’s been you the entire time Keeping me up at night Keeping me stuck and confused and lost My doubts my fears my anxiety Bouncing around in my head back and forth, back and forth I pick up and move to find the pieces of … Continue reading It’s Always Been You
Looking Within
I just realized one of the reasons I’m not making any decisions for myself is because I’m afraid of being judged. I’m afraid of what others will think of me. I’m afraid they will criticize me. But the truth is I’m not happy right now. I’m stagnant. I’m numb. I don’t have the motivation like … Continue reading Looking Within
I See You Now
I see you now clearly I never thought I would be in this situation But here I am seeing what I knew all along I felt so lost and confused I doubted my own experience You made me believe I was in the wrong But here we are and life hasn’t changed for you You’re … Continue reading I See You Now
Remembering
My heart aches for things I do not have It yearns for a past that is now gone and tucked away The weight of it all crushes my chest and keeps me frozen in time How do I move forward or take that step when paralysis consumes my body How do I breathe again when … Continue reading Remembering
Happy Birthday
So many times I write you and I delete what I say I delete the words because what are they What do they even mean Can they even grasp what I feel What we had What does it matter anymore Words are just words and time is just time But if I write you will … Continue reading Happy Birthday










