It’s always been you
This whole time
The entire time
It’s been you the entire time
Keeping me up at night
Keeping me stuck and confused and lost
My doubts my fears my anxiety
Bouncing around in my head back and forth, back and forth
I pick up and move to find the pieces of myself but I’m just more and more lost
I can’t seem to ever stop moving
I can’t seem to find my way
It’s dark and stormy and I’m alone
All because of you
It’s always been you
The missing hole in my heart
The missing piece is you
But you abused your right to remain in it
You shattered what we had
But I can’t seem to let you go
I can’t move on and it’s eating me alive
It’s tearing me apart
I don’t know what to do anymore
I don’t know how to breathe without you
I don’t know how to not miss the past
Because the past is so broken
It hasn’t been me
It’s always been you
How do I ever find myself again
Without you in my world
Because everywhere I go there you are in my mind. That won’t ever change
The missing piece of you and me and what you did to me
As much as I want to find myself, I can’t
Because I was never gone. You were.
And now I’m left with this gaping hole. This massive hole
Because It’s always been you and only you
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