I’m having a good day, a great day
So why am I crying
Why am I so sad?
I feel like the choices I’ve made have brought me to this breaking point
Choices I’m regretting but then again we learn from our choices, from our past
Why am I still crying over a past life?
Why am I beating myself up?
I am so hard on myself for decisions I’ve made in the past
Yet those decisions were what I wanted at that time
But I get angry and I cry at the way I handled things
But what is the point in dwelling
All we have is now and now I’m angry at a past I can’t get back or change
So I must choose now to make better choices
I must trust that the Universe has my back always
That everything that happened was preparing me for a better future
So maybe the choices we make are the only ones we can ever make
Maybe there is never a right choice, but the only choice
So, as much as I beat myself up about them, I have to accept and let go
I have to breathe
I have to stay in my lane
And I have to always listen to my heart
I choose to always listen to my heart, always
And I choose to believe in a better tomorrow, always
Why do I cry?
Because I let it all go……..