I see you now clearly I never thought I would be in this situation But here I am seeing what I knew all along I felt so lost and confused I doubted my own experience You made me believe I was in the wrong But here we are and life hasn’t changed for you You’re … Continue reading I See You Now
My heart aches for things I do not have It yearns for a past that is now gone and tucked away The weight of it all crushes my chest and keeps me frozen in time How do I move forward or take that step when paralysis consumes my body How do I breathe again when … Continue reading Remembering
So many times I write you and I delete what I say I delete the words because what are they What do they even mean Can they even grasp what I feel What we had What does it matter anymore Words are just words and time is just time But if I write you will … Continue reading Happy Birthday
He broke my necklace while I cried hysterically. The one that said dream on it. And at the time it felt like he did in fact actually break my dreams. I guess he did in a way. My dreams of being with him forever, of having this happily ever after with him. But he didn’t … Continue reading The Necklace
I don’t know how to deal with this pain I feel Thinking about the past What does it mean. What was the damn point. And why now am I just here sitting with it all. No closure, No answers, Just broken, I’m broken. And I don’t know how to fix it. I don’t know what … Continue reading Goodbye
I wonder when we get sick if it’s a cosmic ripple effect that we are all experiencing. That’s why it’s always at the same time and always at the end of the year. Winter time is the season for sickness and as we start the new year maybe we are shedding the past. We, as … Continue reading Shedding the Past
I see constellations on my skin Stories untold Journeys yet to be explored Each single dot belonging to me My world is a greater world One I can not see One I can not touch But it is mine I belong to it Far away in a distant universe out there Another place and time … Continue reading Constellation
It’s been a minute since I posted. I recently moved back to Los Angeles and I’ve been getting settled again and taking everything in. A part of me feels like I’m living a different life, a different version than before. Like nothing happened over the last three years after I left LA. I was asleep … Continue reading Changes
It’s ok if things are messy and not perfect. When did my obsession with perfection and making sure everything is all in order begin? How far back did I put pressure on myself? And why can’t things just be the glorious messiness that they are. Life is messy at times. You come across challenges and … Continue reading Embrace the Messy
When all you know is what you know How do you expand, how do you grow What makes you want to take the leap Knowing that what you are doing isn’t your purpose But what is, and how do you find it How do you know what you want to do How do you listen … Continue reading The Bold Choices
Colleen Hoover Professional Make Believer
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