Goodbye

I don’t know how to deal with this pain I feel

Thinking about the past

What does it mean. What was the damn point.

And why now am I just here sitting with it all.

No closure, No answers, Just broken, I’m broken.

And I don’t know how to fix it.

I don’t know what to do to change it.

But here we are again.

Here we are apart and torn and bitter and battered and bruised

And left to say nothing

Just two people apart yet so close

Two people with history with no one to understand but us

And what is there really left

Nothing but a shattered past

Lies. So many lies.

What was even real?

I see now my love.

I see the manipulations

I see the life I thought I had with you is gone

And yet you reach out. You still abuse me

But I stand here tall and I stand alone

And I’ve survived. And I will survive

I wanted a prince to rescue me but I rescued myself.

I saved me. And now I thrive. Now I win. Now I succeed.

So goodbye lover. Goodbye friend. May life show you what it showed me.

True love does exist.

But it exists within.

And only you and you alone can discover it.

Farewell. And Goodnight.

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