Love I left you behind

February 13, 2020February 13, 2020 ~ Jen

I lost you

I couldn’t find you so I ran

I ran like the wind

I took what I could and disappeared

And still not seeing you hurts

That last image of you still playing in my mind

That last kiss in the doorway

Our lips locked for what seemed like an eternity

Yet was only a second

Watching the life I created with you shatter before me

Love I left you behind

Feeling empty and scared and broken I needed to find me

Every mirror I stared into was a reflection of a girl I didn’t know anymore

I made a decision

One that still aches in my soul every day

Love you left me behind

You left me crying and hurt and alone

You didn’t fight or care

You watched me leave before I was gone

And all that’s left are the memories

All that’s left are pictures and chaos in my mind

Yet my body still feels it all

I feel the pain in my joints

I feel the sadness in my eyes

I feel the loss in my soul

I feel the terror when I sleep

Love I left you behind before you could do anymore damage

I left you before you could hurt me anymore

What once was beautiful crumbled so quickly

In an instant we both morphed into different people

And in an instant my life was forever changed

Published by Jen

I tend to be all over the place with my thoughts and ideas because I have so many. I am a dreamer, a believer, and hopeful for a world full of love and kindness. I started my blog to motivate people to live their life authentically and be true to themselves. I need to be motivated myself and I believe together we can make a difference in this world. So welcome to my crazy world. 💗🧚🏻‍♂️ View all posts by Jen

2 thoughts on “Love I left you behind”

love this jen! stay strong and the healing will come as you seek it and choose you on your journey. fill each moment with all of the things you love – that which nourishes your heart and soul.

– love, sof

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